daily life.. i think ?




ah.. for the past 6 months, I’ve been into my Otaku side..


yes.. my Otaku side that has been forgotten for 1-2 years because I’m too focus on my fangirl side..


and here I am.. come back to my otaku side..


I made a RP account of Twitter.. ah! for everyone who don’t know what is RP..


RP stands for Role Play, and RPer is of course the one who are RPing.


RP is acting as someone/ some chara from anime, game or manga, we can also become idols in social media


RPer usually make their RL (Real Life) becomes a secret (so do I, so I won’t tell you what is my RP acc XP )


I’ve so much fun RPing, I get to meet many different person that love me even though they don’t know who I really am


and actually, It is fun doing RP, you can act as someone else 😀


Looveee it so much!! ❤


and.. other thing that makes me go back to my Otaku side is because..


I’ve been chosen as Otaku Fanbase’s admin (In twitter of course)


again, I won’t tell you what is the acc of that fanbase~ it’s a secret~ XP


since I am the admin of that fanbase, I want to become a good admin by knowing as much anime as I can~




ahh it’s so much fun !!!


and… and… since i don’t want be  what i was before..


too focus on my 1 side (Fangirl) and forgetting my other side (otaku), I try to balance both of them and of course my RL too..


It’s hard though.. really hard actually…


I must keep updating on your idols’ activities, watching animes and do my RL activities too..


ughh.. that’s hard.. really..


especially to keep up with my study.. this university life is hard.. okay? it is hard.. too many assignments to do.. and of course tests and exams..


each test consist of 3-4 chapters.. imagine!! 3-4 chapters!! in high school usually it’s only contain 1-2 chapters, right?!


and each semester we have 4 subjects.. each subject has 1-3 assignments + 1-2 presentations!


and of course the final exam which contain of course all syllabus from the beginning of the semester till the end!




okay.. huuft.. hah.. huuftt.. haahhh~~


okay.. lets go back to the main topic, it’s hard to balance the 3 of them..


but it’s fun! really! because i love all of them~ 😀


I hope I can stay like this for the rest of my life.. lets pray for it okay? XD


ahh!! I just found this Johnny’s Jr Group which is called Sexy Zone!!! yeii~~


Love this group! really!!


wait! I’ll search for the picts of them

yosh!! I present you, SEXY ZONE!!!

My fav member is Nakajima Kento~~!! kakkoii deshou? I think he fits the sexy image the best~ ><

and !! my niban isssss Marius Yo!! I know, he is more to cute rather than Sexy.. but! I love him!! ><

here, I will give you more Sexy Zone Picts~~





Yosh! this will be the end of my post today~ XD

ah! if you want to ask anything about RP or what ever i wrote above, feel free to comment~ XD

please come back to me.. (Hitachiin’s fan fiction)


Note: nothing of this story happens in the real story. Ouran High School Host Club’s Fan fiction. Kaoru Hitachiin’s point of view. and sorry for the bad english XP

I don’t know what to do anymore, he’s gone now and will never come back to this room, our room. I never realized that this room is so big and quite without him.

Hikaru you are a liar! You said you will be always by my side but why you leave me alone in this huge room?! I believe you! Please come back!! I need you! I don’t like being alone like this! You know that, right? So please come back!

I know no matter what I do, he wont come back, but.. I need him now! My chest suddenly becomes tight, while pressing on my chest, my tears that I’ve hold up until now flow down from my eyes unstoppable.

I hate this feeling! Nothing I can do to makes me feel better!! Aah!!! I throw my pillow at a vase on the corner of my room causing it to fall and shatter apart. Maids are coming to see what happened and they are shocked when they know a vase that is a rare item in this world has been falling apart on the floor. They know that I did it but they keep pretending that everything is okay and sweep out every pieces of the vase silently.

After those maids finished their work, they go out from my room leaving me alone….. again. I hate this!!! Hikaru! Come back! Please!!!!! I hate you! You liar! I punch Hikaru’s pillow while crying like a baby. After a few minutes, I stop punching that pillow and hug it, pretending that is Hikaru. Keep crying out all my feelings.

Today is Hikaru’s funeral, my parents attend it but I don’t. I cant bear to see my twin brother buried down into the ground, my parents seem to understand my feeling so they didn’t force me to attend the funeral. They know I am the closest person to Hikaru, they know I am the one who hurt the most from the fact that Hikaru is no longer in this world. We are always together, we sleep in the same room, we eat together, we are a perfect pair of twins! we can understand each other even without telling it first to each other! Hikaru! without you, I’m nothing! i can’t do anything without you! please.. please come back! I need you!

If I can wish for anything, I just want to come back to yesterday. I hope I wont fight with him just because a small thing. I hope I will understand him more. I hope I don’t interfere with his effort to get Haruhi. I hope.. I hope.. I hope I hope he will come back to me!!!!

Why the hell I cant keep my mouth shut! If .. If I didn’t say anything about him and Haruhi, we wont fight yesterday and.. And… he won’t go to to Mori senpai’s home and that accident wont happen.

I know how much Hikaru loves Haruhi, since she is the only person who can differs us apart. But it’s hurt to see how hard Hikaru to get Haruhi’s attention while Haruhi herself doesn’t care about Hikaru’s feeling and she just realized that she is in love with Milord. I know that is not my problem and I should not interfere with Hikaru’s problem but.. Seeing him hurt makes me hurt too, I just want to make him stop forcing himself. Didn’t he realize it too that Haruhi and Milord love each other?

Today’s news is full of the accident that involved my twin brother in it. A drunk truck driver has been arrested because the truck he drove smashed a Benz that had a son of multi billionaire director and famous designer in it. Yes, Hikaru is in that car. Our driver is still in the hospital but he is safe, why Hikaru must die?! Why him?! And why the hell that drunk driver only get arrested for the rest of his life?! I want him to get death penalty! I will pay whatever amount those police ask! I don’t care about money! Just make that damn old man die! He killed Hikaru!!!

“Shit!” I cry while burying my face into the pillow that I’ve hugged for the past2 hours. Why it is so unfair?! Why from all people, must Hikaru?! Why?! I ask again and again about this unfairness. Hikaru is still young! He is good looking, healthy, fun, enthusiastic and talented! And he must died because of that drunk ugly old man?! It’s unfair!!!!!!

I know there is no use for me being like this, Hikaru wont come back and that damn old man wont get death penalty, but I cant stop myself from thinking like this. Hikaru’s death is my fault too.. I regret it so much, why we must had a fight yesterday?! I’m sorry Hikaru.. I’m sorry!!!! I cry while hugging Hikaru’s pillow tighter. I’m sorry..

— 10 days had passed–

I stop eating since then, I can’t care more about how many KGs I’ve lost for the past 10 days. It’s hard for me to move, I don’t have any energy left. my parents are very worried about my health, they stop their work and keep bringing doctors from both national and international hospitals. All those doctors keep inject my body with all those liquids that I don’t even know, leaving many scars on my skin but I don’t care anymore.

I don’t know how do I look now, I cant bring myself to see my own reflection, because I keep seeing Hikaru in that reflection. I’ve broke all mirrors in my room, I hate to see Hikaru in my reflection it keeps reminding me on how happy we were when we have each other back then, how naughty we were, how perfect our life when we have Host club and how stupid of me to say something I shouldn’t and made us fight.

Other host club members are coming everyday to check on my condition and ask me to eat even though it’s only a bite but I keep refusing their foods. I know they have a good intention, but.. None of them can makes me feel like I’m with Hikaru.. I want Hikaru and not the others.

I know acting like this makes people around me sad and I’m sorry for making them sad but.. I cant help it, my mouth can receive any food, my stomach can digest any food and I cant even feel hungry. Maybe this is how I can meet with Hikaru up there.. if Hikaru is not here anymore that means I also don’t have any reason to be here anymore.. I want to be with him.. if this is the way I can meet Hikaru, I don’t mind and God, please take my soul faster, I bet Hikaru is as lonely as I am up there.

9th June 1995 – 11th Nov 2012

Kaoru Hitachiin lies here

Finally I’ve died, huh? At least I wont trouble my parents anymore..

“Kaoru” that voice!! I know this voice so much! I miss this voice so much! Trembling, I turn back to see the figure who owns that voice. Ah! It’s not a mistake! I miss him!! I run towards him crying happily and finally I reach him! Finally we can be together! From now on, we can be together forever! No one can separate us! Hikaru!



there were so many birthday parties in the past 1 month (?)

that makes me extremely tired LOL but I had so much fun there~ XD

Love it~


I have an extremely bad luck for the past 2 days!


im not kidding!! TAT

so.. these are what happened to me..

1. I can’t watch my Lil bro weeding (Audition) because of DC aaa!!!!

2. I suddenly get sore throat

3. I get a biiigggg scar on my leg!!!! TAT

4.my File is missing!!! and i have an exam on monday!

5.I knocked my head and it’s still hurt till now






Actually i don’t have anything to write here..

ok.. I have maanyyy things to write.. but.. I’m too lazy to type it..

why can’t i just say it and the keyboard types it by itself? 

like what they do in Harry Potter film ==’

tsk, I’m waiting for that technology to be invented, so that i can finish all my (unfinished) FF..(Sorry Fab! XP )


I’m too Lazy..


this is weird..

i always feel sleepy.. but.. somehow..

when i turn on my Lappy (Laptop)..



my sleepiness gone away ._.

i need sleep now!!!

as usual.. my post is..

weird ._.



Otanjoubi Omedetou to my second life (?) Twitter!!

maybe most of you have known that I LOOVEEEE TWITTER..


I love to tweet everything that comes to my mind!

(and yes, Im a spammer and Im proud of it! XD)

so guys who don’t know my twitter yet,

FOLLOW ME! : @Yuichi_Nakamaru 


or just click on this link:


and today is the THIRD BIRTHDAY of My twitter account!!


right now, the number of my followers has reached 466 people, while my following is 196 people.

and I’ve tweeted 23.521 tweets! 😀

I would like to thanks my first 3 followers, they are:

@/alfiandd , @/dhidaibbra & @/micheal_knowles

and know what? I don’t even know them and they have following me for the past 3 years! XD

amazing, right? #plak

while my first 3 following are.. *scroll scroll*

*silent* Seriously, twitter?!


why must Radit and his lil bro edgar?! LOL

ahh btw I can’t show you my first tweet.. because..

twitter doesn’t allow me to scroll too much!

not like I’m too lazy or what.. it’s just.. twitter..

ok.. move on to the next thing about my twitter..

I’m following 4 lists right now

and I’ve been followed by 7 lists:


and my current Favorite tweets are:

too many tweets, so i need to edit them before post it here..

ehmm.. can you see it? I’ve made this picture bigger than the other pictures~


ahh!! also look at this!

Danny Choo san replied to my tweet!! TWICE!!

First time!

First time!

Second time!


and with twitter, I’ve made maaaanyyyyy new friends!!!

from both “Fangirls” circle and “Otaku” circle

Ureshii desu!!


I’ve many new imoutos too XDXD

they are: @SHIGEienni @triaandria

when we Online at the same time, be prepare for our spam!

huahahahahahhahaha (?)

okay.. I don’t know what to type here…

i think that’s it for now!!

and once more!!



Yo guys! Yuuki is here!

ok.. today I’ll post about AFAID (day 1 only though T_T )

so, this was the first AFA that is held in Indonesia!

AFAID was held on Saturday and Sunday, 1st -2nd Sept 2012 in Hall A PRJ and started at 9 AM..

however, even though you’ve reached there at 9AM sharp, you can only get into the Hall 1hour later, why?

yap! as you can see on the picture above, the QUEUEs were long as hell!

this is the picture i got when i finally able to got in!

and there were 2 types of ticket, 50k and 125k.

the difference is, the 50k ticket won’t be able to enter the stage and the 125k one are able to watch the stage’s guests.
and there is another difference between there 2 tickets, for 125k ticket, you’ll get a bracelet. so in total the 125k ticket’s owner will get these:

and i got into late at that time, i couldn’t watch Kaname! T_T

but from the informations i got from my friends who were able to went in first, Kaname shared about his costly properties. he also shared about the process of making those properties! (yes, even Kaname made his own properties) too sad i couldn’t watch it! T_T

i only could get into the stage when Vivian Wijaya-san is on stage! she is a mangaka from Indonesia!

and know what?! She was a DOCTOR! and she became a mangaka right now! I really amazed by this fact!
she told us about how she studied to draw in Japan, the obstacles she faced, his Drawing school and her new Manga which is released in AFA!! XD

and after her, we had the Anisong Stars!!!!! XD  Bless 4, Ichiro Mizuki, Lisa dan 7!!
they tried to talk in Indonesian language! pfft~ thank you very much! i appreciate it!

example: Selamat Siang!!! Apa Kabar!!


Lisa chooooooo kawaii !! ( i know she is very cute from her picture, but if you see her in person, she is sooo cute!!),  7!! they are so hyper !! (there was a member who can’t stop jumping! XP ) , Bless 4 , so elegant~( there is a member who can speak english!), dan Ichiro Mizuki made us laugh!! (he tried to speak in english!) XD

even though they can’t speak in english, we still have a translator which is the host, Danny Choo! but it’s better to hear it directly from the artist, right? XD

here, they also announced their products which is sold in the stand.

7!! will sign on the CD you bought from AFA at 4 PM!

and Ichiro Mizuki also sold his cool scarf  which will never get limp! XD

and after this, we have DANNY CHOO!! Yeii the Host of AFAID!

for the person who don’t know who is Danny, he is a famous Otaku blogger from england who moved to Japan. the content of his blog is about JAPAN, which has been translated to many languages (there is no Indonesian though)

beside his web, he also has videos named ‘Culture Japan’ which can be watched in Animax, Youtube and Crunchyroll ~

he told us about his characters “Mirai chan and her friends!” he also introduced 2 new characters who haven’t get a name yet. XD

and starting from Danny Choo performance,  we can (Finally) take a picture!

I’ve took a picture, but the picture doesn’t turn out too good T_T so i won’t post it here ..

here, we also have a technical error, the screen suddenly turned off (?)

ok, it was accepted that there was a technical error, however!!

when the screen was dead, Danny asked for help but.. no one help him!


after 5-10 minutes, finally someone came and helped him.

the AFAID crews were so not professional..

I hope Danny won’t be disappointed with Indonesia because of this.

he also shared some of his motto (?), like: *I don’t remember each words but the meanings are still the same*

1. “Live the life you want and not the expectation of the others”

like Vivian-san, she changed her occupation to  mangaka from a doctor!!! wow

2. “always think of the long term instead of the short term”

like, it is okay to do some unpaid works but you’ll get experience and knowledge from it!

3. “ if you have talent, show it!”

like one of his illustrator from Indonesia, he shared his illustration of mirai chan to Danny and Danny likes it! He then gave that person some tests and that person can passed all of the tests given by Danny. This illustrator then work for Danny formally and being paid of course, he also will be brought to Japan!! OMEDETOU!

Those words are so cool,right? *nod*

Here we also have a special guest! The boss or Ikemen (what Danny called him) of “Good Smile Company”! XD

He said something like this (again I cant remember the exact words) *ehem*

” it is really unpredicted that the number f person who will join us today is this much. While in the first AFA Singapore, the number of Otakus came is not this much! With this, it is impossible for the other Otaku Company to not taking Indonesia into their destination place!”


After Danny Choo, the stage is filled with Indonesian Cosplayers! They are all good!! And they will be judged by : *Jeng jeeengg*

Kaname-sama!!, Akatsuki san!! dan Richfield (cosplayer from Indonesia

The winner of this competition will represent Indonesia in the International Cosplay competition!! (GANBATTE GUYS!!)

And from an amateur’s view like me, they are all amazing!

The cosplayers, the properties, the sound effects, the stories, the expression.. COOL!!! (I’m speechless)

This is the picture of Kaname-san!!!

Yosh! Every J-event like this, we always have cosplayers right? And these are their pictures that I got!!!


on the side of the road, there are some collectors and players of card games.. they share their collections and play them~

ok.. maybe some of you ask for the review of the exhibition..

too bad I couldn’t get into the exhibition T_T

why? Because the break time given every guest changes (?) is not enough to be able to go out from the stage area and went into the exhibition area and then comeback to the stage..

there are too crowded in front of the stage and exhibition entrance doors! T_T

so I decided to stay in the stage area because I don’t want to miss a thing (remember about Kaname T_T) but….


I asked my friends to buy it for me~ XD

Next year, on AFAID 2013 I will definitely went there at 7:30 !!!

Ok this is it the review of AFAID from me!!

Jaa Minna san!~~

Ah! To see the Indonesian version of this review, just go to: http://korban-anime.blogspot.com/2012/09/afaid-day-1.html


and for Indonesian who like Danny chop, like our Facebook Fan page here: